so yea,

i think im done with this Xanga..

hmm...

what should my next one be called?

lalalalla

im bored

and sick

of being

bored and

shit like

that

i miss her SOOO much

i am nothin with out her.. here with me

shes like.... my partner in crime.

UGH!

why do i always push people away?1

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 is it even worth it anymore?

i mean... why live just to hurt

right?! just like you fuckin said!

its MY fault YOUdumped me on MY birthday?!?

its MY fault that i wanted to see if some time apart would make things better for us

its MY fault that YOU got SOOO FUCKIN UPSET OVER NOTHING!??!?!

why the fuck am i even speaking?

i have a nice sharp razor upstair calling my name......

fuck you cruel world!

and for the record

i hate myself for hurting you more then you will EVER EVER fuckin know...

i give up on happiness...

im lettin everything go...

no looking back now. right?

...................

i hope this makes you happy, cuz thats all i want for you

wow...

i wonder if people even know i excist on here...

no comments on my last 2 posts..

and probably none for this one...

ugh...

w.e

lifes gay

only good thing ive got goin for myself..

is Jonny!!

w00t!

im so happy with him

i just wish we talked more haha

like in person!

it'd be great!

lemme tell ya!

<3

yay!

for

Dakota

Michael

West

3 months old

6 mo to go befor he POPS out

haha im carring Casey Rumps kid!

haha yea!!

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